Grammatical error.

I'm  not  very  good in  english.  Yeah,  i  admit  it.  I'm so  sorry  if  there's a lot  of  grammatical  error  in  my  entry.  But  i'll  try  to  improve  my  english  for  the  better.
Hmm..  now  2.23  am.  I still  have  not  slept.  I  cant  sleep.  I'm  thinking  of  someone.
Someone  who  change  myself  a  lot.  He made  me  fluff.  Hah,  i  dont  know!
And  in  the  same  time  i  also  thinking  of  myself.  I  need  to  change.  Yeah,  change  for the  better.
I  dont  want  underestimated.  No  more insecurities.  I  need  to  be  independent.  okay! :)